i have been recovered for months. which is why i have stayed off this tumblr. it always triggers me. i have gained so much weight. I’m like 106 now, which is my highest weight. as soon as i saw that on the scale.. trigger. i was looking at this girls Facebook that my current boyfriend used to hookup with and i saw comments of his saying on her photos things he says to me. trigger. i found out my dad has cancer. TRIGGER. looking at pictures of my old skinnier body - TRIGGER. and being sober for 3 weeks… major trigger. the sober life isn’t for me.

I was doing so good for a while, but I’ve relapsed. Starving myself and binge drinking has become my addiction. I’ve let myself go. I left the guy who would do anything for me and I have no idea why. I drink until I black out. I barley remember anything that’s happened this past but honestly I’m grateful for that

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